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| Thursday, August 03, 2006 |
I know, its an insane hour to be up and writing a blog, but, I am excited about my new blog, and I also have lot of threads of thoughts processing in my head. What better way to get the load off, than to vent it out in writing.
I am a pathetic creature. Right, that will drive away any lost souls that wander into my blog. I am very pretentious, who is not btw, my conscience asks. Every person has a beast within him/herself, thats my long standing theory.
I am feeling depressed, *beeep*, thats a taboo word to be used, I am feeling a tad bit sad about certain things in life. I dont have friends. Thats true. No one who really cares. Except probably one. I am such a loser when it comes to friends. It partly might be my fault, because I am selfish and I dont heed others' emotions, I dont know.
Next issue is my recent state of affairs. My head is like buried in work, and I am afraid to raise my head and look around the normal things in life. Like music, or sun, or something. Work will be killing today, but after the deadline is behind, you have lost those precious bygone days, with nothing to remember them by. Tch tch.
One high point of today, is I downloaded Jillunu Oru Kaadhal songs from the web. I am tempted to listen to them now, but it is too late into the night and I might piss off some neighbours.
I am waiting for tomorrow evening when I will listen to the songs.
Lets see what tomorrow has in store for me. Let me not pretend to be this good girl, that I am so not, and be open so I can understand myself more clearly. I miss my haven.
Good night. |
posted by SK @ 2:13 AM  |
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Hi MR, Thanks for the welcome :--) Good luck with blogging to you too!
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Hi MR, Thanks for the welcome :--) Good luck with blogging to you too!