| Feeling lousy, just like that. Feel like skipping this little exercise.
- appam party at the lake was good - dotter wore a cute flowery shorts, she looked cute - I snapped today, got upset at dotter. She really know I was upset and has been trying to be good and asking if I am still upset with her. - looking for trader joes and church near the new place. Friends from Ftown are moving to Bay Area and will be 20mins away!! That makes me happy. We saw the new place again when we went to sign the lease, it still looked liveable. It will take many months to make some friends, there is a mommy group, might join. This is one thing to look forward to and be happy about. - did some retrospection and post mortem on the house selling process. We could have done some things better. We just went through it without much research I guess. We don't know what is right and what is not. You just trust your best judgement and go with it. Have some lessons the next time we go through the process. On the other hand it is good to have a property somewhere, rental income is good. Well, let us sign the lease first. I hope it goes smoothly with no complications.
Just feel very unlucky and down for multiple reasons. Job, leg injury, home, uncertainty, some dotter things. Doubts about whether I can really be a good mother, all my issues just glare at me.
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