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I feel like dancing, taking a day off, go on a vacation.
Apparently we saved 5million in dollars.
I was so excited to hear the number vain as I am. I tell Product Marketing and she goes ya just another day at work. Seriously?! This is great learning for me, how much ever 'normal' it may be for others.
And of course I couldn't help notice all my short comings. Now I am not shy or nervous to speak etc, but I am reluctant to make decisions, and stick to it. I am so scared! Something that I need to work on. I always look for someone else to validate my decision. Sometimes when time is of essence you just do what you think is right. So many moments when people were waiting for my direction and I was just swaying here and there.
And then there is my mentor in the team, who I always look to for some advice. Even she was not there over the weekend. Ugh. My boss is clueless because he is new. He thinks everything we are doing is the wrong way of doing things. And he doesn't really help. Pah. And there are issues that cannot be addressed right away.
So anyway too much work cribbing. I need to catch up with everything I dropped on the floor for this.
Ok no more work talk.
I was trying to figure out why I am so pressed for time. Next year I might drop a lot of things on my plate right now.
24 hours - 630 -745 - wake up, duties, cooker, pack lunch, milk, coffee, tea, make JSK drink milk, brush JSK's hair 745-810 - shower and out the door, yes! 845-900 - reach work, coffee, water 330-400 - leave for home 400-545 - continue work/meetings/cook 545-645 - pick up JSK/time with JSK/chillax 645-815 - gym time (I wish)( did not happen for two weeks)/meetings 815-900 - dinner/relax/book for JSK 900-1000 - put JSK to sleep, browse in bed/meeting some days 1000-1130 - meetings/work 1130-1200 - little bit of TV to unwind
Some times I feel I just have no time to squeeze in everything I want to do. My cup overflows. Last year was relatively less hectic at work. This year not so much. Women network takes time. The mothers club takes time. My job search takes time. Just talking to people takes time. I wish for a simpler life. When I don't have to talk to people ;--P Time to scale back.
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That is one busy schedule! As for the confidence bit, you'll get there very very soon :-)