| Tomorrow is the day after which I think my stress levels will go down drastically. My presentation still needs polishing. I didn't time my talk. Normally I would spend hours working only on the presentation and nothing else atleast two days prior. This time around I just couldn't do it. Couldn't focus. As long as I don't do a pathetic job, I should be okay.
I am also meeting my new team. Before the presentations. But I want to be fully present when I talk to each and every person. Don't want to be distracted or nervous. I haven't picked out my outfit yet. That will be a scramble for tomorrow morning.
JSK brings me peace and joy. So does DH. We spend 30minutes or so in the evening just lounging around the house, drinking coffee, eating fruits, on the swing. Touchwood. I love the little family that we are. Quirky as we may be, we are all we have got. We bicker about pick ups and drop offs. We bicker about gym time and who puts JSK to sleep. Somehow we manage. One person gives in. The times when I had time to browse LandOfNod at work feels so far away. The time I pinged random people for coffee on the same day seems so far away. I need minimum 2 days notice for work meets and minimum 1 week notice for casual meet ups. I just don't have the time. Anyhoo. The only ray of hope is, there is light at the end of the tunnel! I am looking forward to atleast a quarter of downtime ramping up.
Fingers crossed for tomorrow. Hopefully no one asks tough questions. It is a hot topic. I will be confident. Will wear red may be. Will confidently say I Don't Know ;--P
Here is a nice video DH shared. So true! Will put the monster in my pocket and go to sleep. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=juDVku0Gnmk
Wish me luck! |
all the very best! "good question" (which actually is a bad question) is the way to go when you don't know :)!