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| Thursday, August 19, 2010 |
* Brother got a series of rejects. Feel very sorry for him. I feel bad for my little brother. ;--(
* Reminds me of my own job hunting days. Its one of the troughs you have to go through to come out stronger. I made a list of rejects I have got since I came to the US. Many many many. Lessons learnt and tears shed.
* I have so many questions, so many thoughts, I cannot pen everything down now. I am sleepless.
* I feel sorry for my parents too. They have done everything they can. One of the first of the circumstances where things are not exactly under my control. I guess I have to learn to accept such things.
* Settling into the team, sometimes I feel a little lost, and miss the familiar faces from the old team. Miss feeling important. It will be a while before I gain the respect and trust.
* My legs seem very weak. I am waiting for them to heal fully before I can get back to running full fledged, but they dont seem to be getting better. Signs of age?
* More thoughts on my capability to do certain things. Do I really have the personality for people to take me seriously? Am I a failure? Am I really where I wanted to be when I came to the US? I was supposed to be a class apart. And then somehow I became one among many. It took me a long time to come to peace with it, now it feels snug.
* Not proceeding towards my goals. Sometimes feel like just chucking everything out the window. I will never be content.
Hope tomorrow turns out better.
Sleepless,disturbed SK signing off. |
posted by SK @ 11:43 PM  |
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cheer up SK. It's all in good time. And I know how rejects feel like. Spring and summer of 2009 sucked big time.
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*huug*
Trust me when I say it. Its only going to get better. You know the story of my life :) Things will get better.
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Making lists of rejects is a futile exercise SK - but you already know that. Like you said, your brother will come out a stronger man from the exp.
I am sure things will turn out fine. Everything happens for the good.
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Graddie,
Yep, I know. Job search sucks big time.
Nandini,
:--) Yep, just these times suck.
Saumya,
I know, reminders are good.
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cheer up SK. It's all in good time. And I know how rejects feel like. Spring and summer of 2009 sucked big time.