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| Sunday, March 20, 2011 |
Thank you everyone for the good luck and wishes, I cannot say everything went as well as it could have, but I sure am glad its over and I had the strength to go on and get it over with.
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Anyhoo.
Talking of other stuff in life, on top of all this, DH and I had to take an exam this Saturday. Until last weekend we didnt open the book to study. I knew I had two more chances at the exam, in April and May, but April exam date fell on the baby shower date, (yes, we are having a baby shower!, DH is planning it, so I have no clue about it, for now, except the date) and May will be cutting it too close to having the baby itself.
So Saturday we started studying boo hoo. I liked studying. If only I had more time. And if only I didnt have all the other stuff that I had to do. At work. If only I wasnt struck with insomnia. Because of pregnancy. Waking up in the middle of the night trying hard to get back to sleep. Hating getting out of bed and to work, on time lest the horrid traffic kick in. Lying like a zombie in the evenings trying to get some sleep so I can study some of the humongous portions for the exam. Worried about finishing work, finishing transition. Bleah!!
Woke up Saturday morning early, studied, got ready, packed food. It was a lousy rainy day. I dont know why every time we go to the campus it rains like crazy. We hadnt studied everything. We hadnt practiced. I was stumped in many question. How much can I expect with a 1 week preparation for a semester worth or material? With my dumb pregnancy brain? I may fail. I am prepared for it. Its not a big deal.
DH is a darling. I can say so much. I love him, soo much. For loving me so, with all my flaws, for what I am, for doing so much, reinforcing my belief in love with no expectation. It helps to have someone like him to help me get through such times. Putting a positive light hearted spin at everything. All women go to their Mom's place when pregnant. There is a reason. DH has kept me well, as happy as I could be in my Mom's place. Except for the food.But I dont blame him. He is awesome. Touch wood.
Too much mush. I will stop.
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So tomorrow I drive to the same address, park in the same spot, walk into the same building, enter the same lift, but walk into a different floor. Hope it makes a world of a difference. Pray God! |
posted by SK @ 7:56 PM  |
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@SK: your last line on the first topic hurt too much.. i work here too and have worked ass off so has the rest of my group!!! so.. it is way too unfair. Though, i havent had this kind of bottleneck thingy.
neverthelsss, the proof of the pudding .. and all and things work out of here:)
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And I like studying dont really care for exams. but love reading:)
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Wow! That sounds terrible. I hope and pray that the journey ahead is better.
If it makes you feel any better - been there, and yes, life moves on and gives you opportunities to reflect later on.
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More power to you SK! Good luck!
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Good luck with the new team SK!
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God!! That sounded awful, glad you got out of it (you should have snapped a long time back maybe :-D). Hope your new team is good and more :).
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Sachita,
hahaha I just wrote about my experiences, my thoughts and what I heard.
Reading is always fun without the pressure of being tested on how much you have actually gleaned.
Saumya,
I know! I am sure one goes through it at some point!
Graddie, thankoo!
Arch, Thanks :--)
Deeps, hahah I had to wait so my review isnt affected :--D
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ennadhu adhu removed content and everyone wishing?! :( can you email me this post SK?
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Porkodi,
You asked for the full story and i gave it, miss panneettenga, send me your email id.. or mail me at saranya.kish@gmail.com
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@SK: your last line on the first topic hurt too much.. i work here too and have worked ass off so has the rest of my group!!! so.. it is way too unfair. Though, i havent had this kind of bottleneck thingy.
neverthelsss, the proof of the pudding .. and all and things work out of here:)